There was a time when looking after myself wasn't a battle. I didn't have to force myself to eat well. I didn't need motivation videos or habit trackers or promises about "starting again on Monday". It was simply who I was. For years I was disciplined with food. Not in an obsessive way, but in … Continue reading The Part of Me That Disappeared
"What I really do when I write is follow myself, and I'm doing it right now: I'm following myself without knowing what it will lead me to. Sometimes following myself is so hard. Because of following something that's still so nebulous. Sometimes I end up stopping." — Clarice Lispector It’s funny, I had a dream that I … Continue reading Nebulous
Constantly wondering if someone will 'out' you. Imposter It’s funny, I have an understanding that the way I feel on a day to day basis, is imposter syndrome. I unceasingly wonder if I have done my job well enough…do others see me as a someone who knows what they are doing? Am I doing enough? … Continue reading A Series of Pandemic feelings – Counterfeit
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